I decided to build all my ego defenses
Have some peace of mind
I decided to rinse all the doubts that I'm living
And send them all away
So when the bills came in and the roof caved in and the world blew up
I stood still
Looking up
Looking up
Looking up
I decided to quit these pointless conclusions
And speak up for myself
I decided to taste from the sugary moments
Let go of bitterness
So when the coffee spills
And the stain won't go
And the world blew up
I stood still
Looking up
Looking up
Looking up
I decided to feel this intense love, it's scary
Without it I'd be dead
I decided to walk a road I've never taken and see how much I bleed
So when you cry alone
You against yourself
And the world blew up
I stand still
I stand here still
Looking up