Maya & Thomas - Unthinkable Lyrics

Lying awake in bed at 3 AM
Trying to convince myself that we're only just friends
Feelings that just won't go away
And knowing who I am, I know I can have something great

'Cos it's a deep black hole
That I'm trying to crawl out of
Love is a sick game
I don't wanna play

That's why we're only just friends
And we can't be anything more
That's why we're only just friends
That's why I've slammed the door
In your face

Lying awake in bed at 3 AM
And I'm thinking of the unthinkable once again
We just can't have a decent life, you and I
Pretend to have some kids, pretend we're husband and wife

No, no, no
I can't think of this anymore
It takes too much of a toll
On my heart, my body and on my soul

That's why we're only just friends
And we can't be anything more
That's why we're only just friends
That's why I've slammed the door
That's why we're only just friends
Cause we're too much alike
I knew you'd bring me pain
Since we were little tikes

And it seems that our fate
Is determined by parties
Ignored and interrogated
Both times I was crying
It comes down to the most basic thing that
I have no control of
I wish it was a little easier
With a little alohomora
But your answers just don't justify
This gaping hole
That fact that I must come to terms with
Is that you never cared at all

That's why we're barely just friends
Cause I was forgotten and ignored
That's why we're barely just friends
You're the end table and I was the pinky toe

That's why we're barely just friends
Cause I'm too much of a bore
That's why we're barely just friends
Cause you're not the same as you were before
But the thing is, is that you haven't changed at all
I was just too happy to see it before
That's why we're barely just friends
To me you were so suddenly exposed
That's why we're barely just friends
Cause you left me raw open and cold