[ Featuring Uobh ]
I'll tell you now that I feel nothing
Been so numb with all this shit
Grab a beer or somethin?
I wanna stay sober (sober)
I don't need a McGuffin
The story can proceed without me
Mama you don't need to worry
I'm not gonna leave I'm sorry
Been doin everything to better myself
Shout out to my brothers who stayed while I'm not well
Past few months is a f*cking hell
F*ck my life, I won't excel
But I won't fail
Got a hardened shell bitch
Suck my gray dick
If you think I'll quit bitch
Got myself some friends and we lookin majestic
I know I'm f*cking slow but I know I'll make it
I don't wanna listen to a f*cking waste of space
Stop trynna connect with me if you're not even sane
Don't tread on a brother who don't want to be tamed
Stop trynna f*cking lie just to get my face
I once hated myself
But nobody is there to listen
So I learned to love thyself
Now people wanna know what they missin
I once hated myself
But nobody is there to listen
So I learned to love thyself
Now people wanna know what they missin
Look
I don't give a shit about all of yous feelings
Tired of makin people happy and not f*cking healing
Giving everything to all of you while I'm bleeding
Now my patience has reached through the f*cking ceiling
Couldn't care less if you saw me as the f*cking villain
Just to let you know that you have made a f*cking demon
I'm Tired of all the lies and honesty has no meaning
Now my only therapy is what I've f*cking written
I will not apologize to all of you f*ckers
It's not like all you trynna control one another
They make me sick and they kept calling me a brother
Using me as an escape just to move on with their other
I once hated myself
But nobody is there to listen
So I learned to love thyself
Now people wanna know what they missin
I once hated myself
But nobody is there to listen
So I learned to love thyself
Now people wanna know what they missin