Do you listen when they say
You're good as you are
Does your reflection
Cover up your scars
I keep my ears plugged
I can't stand the way they talk
I broke all my mirrors
In the backyard
I'm who I want
But I'm not
Sometimes my fists are all I've got
I'll be a lake
Instead of the sea
But just as wild and deep
We sat in front of each other
Staring into static
The stale air between us
Turning into panic
I watched you leave me
But i didn't feel a thing
The cold in my bones
Is what makes me sing
I'm who I want
But I'm not
Sometimes my fists are all I've got
I'll be a lake
Instead of the sea
But just as wild and deep
My bright red daydreams
Have all gone gray
I don't know when
My mind made me this way
What do I do
To be happy with this life
How do I make
This real world mine
The waves they caught
A hold on me
I can't get out of this dark dream
The waves they caught
A hold on me
I can't get out I can't get out
The waves they caught
A hold on me
I can't get out of this dark dream
The waves they caught
A hold on me
I can't get out I can't get out
I'm who I want
But I'm not
Sometimes my fists are all I've got
I'll be a lake
Instead of the sea
But just as wild and deep