Tests (feat. 561United) Video (MV)

Theres this one deep story that I gotta tell you guys about
But first I wanna let you know that I ain't spreading lies around
Ok here it goes I was laying in my bed when I thought I seen a ghost
Having mind hallucinations my minds goin coast to coast
I'm feeling like I'm the most vulnerable and I just can't get myself under control
Almost like you stuck in a dream you don't wanna be in
Just picture me stuck under a thunder hole where everything's dark and blank
And your minds being ceased to think this wasn't from a drug I promise
I wasn't poppin pink
I was in two different worlds it felt like my mind wasn't in sync
My body's in a sea and the oceans about to sink
My grandfather passed but at that time I was cold hearted
So for the time being I felt like me and him departed
But it was because of him that I could get my heart restarted
But now that I think about him I wish we were never parted
You say you love me you love with all your heart but you was faking
Ye I knew it from the start slept by myself feelings tearing me apart
I've been hurt too many times no I will not have a heart
You say you love me, you love with all your heart but you was faking
Ye I knew it from the start slept by myself feelings tearing me apart
I've been hurt too many times no I will not have a heart
Man we had such a good connection towards each other
The type of relationship where he would never be a bother to me
He would always put a smile on my face
That I would need to get me back up walking on my feet
But now its too late see I'm already fifteen
I'm starting to hallucinate about him in every dream
From night to morning and there's nothing else in between
I wish I could've told him I love you before he leaned over to the side
As my grandma stayed and laid there by his side
Grandma tell him that I give him my goodbyes
But what already happened cant be changed
And the sad truth is that I didn't cry when he died
But now it hit me hard cuz he did everything for me
I would even get up in my sleep and sleep-talk in my sleep about him
It even hit me harder when my brother woke me up and said I found a necklace
In a drawer and this is yours to keep
That very morning was mind-blowing again in my brain
It felt weird but it felt like god was there to keep me sane
That necklace was the chain he used to wear to ease his pain
This is strange cuz engraved in it says my name
You say you love me you love with all your heart but you was faking
Ye I knew it from the start slept by myself feelings tearing me apart
I've been hurt too many times no I will not have a heart
You say you love me you love with all your heart but you was faking
Ye I knew it from the start slept by myself feelings tearing me apart
I've been hurt too many times no I will not have a heart
This can't be real prolly just a mind trick unrevealed
But I couldn't differentiate if this was s'posed to heal
Grandpa I just want to let you know your pictures on my wall
But why is it that every time I look at it I faint and fall
Remember that depressing day where I was giving up my hopes
Feeling death was coming but you untangled them ropes
That I tied myself up on the doorpost then you walked
I was making sure my door was closed
You say you love me you love with all your heart but you was faking
Ye I knew it from the start slept by myself feelings tearing me apart
I've been hurt too many times no I will not have a heart
You say you love me you love with all your heart but you was faking
Ye I knew it from the start slept by myself feelings tearing me apart
I've been hurt too many times no I will not have a heart