McCASLIN - surface Lyrics

I wanna know
Before I go
What's underneath
The surface
You're under him
I'm over you
Could it be
I'm learning
I gotta be kidding myself if I think it's impossible
I know there's a way to be sane
I'm the same and I'm trying to grow
There's gotta be something I can say to stay true
It's coming in waves that always take me to you
But you're in a place that you don't want me to be
And that's okay
Cause all the love I need exists within
Cause all the love I need exists within
I wanna know
Before I go
What's underneath
The surface
You're under him
I'm over you
Could it be, worth it
I can't manifest by trying my best
To hold in my breath when I'm with you
And it's hard to say if I'm in the way
Or if I'm to blame, I never knew
So if I speak out loud what I need right now
Could it finally be
What if all I need is an ending to begin
Cause all the love I need exists within
I wanna know
Before I go
What's underneath
The surface
You're under him
I'm over you
And it was all
Worth it