MC-Coy - Alone Lyrics

I know what its like to be alone
Contemplating life with a bottle of patron
Wonder if I'm ever goin home but I know
I could never pull it off on my own, yeah
Wanna be the greatest in my mind, yeah
Workin on myself but that shit is hard to find
Thinking bout the level of my lyrical design
And if I'm workin in the dark than its gon' find a way to shine
I'm tryna top myself on a nightly basis
But when I start writing I just feel complacent
Thinking to myself like, whats my occupation?
Am I writing raps or am I just seeing faces?
Cuz lately I been thinking am I workin or not
Going weeks without writing down a word or a thought
All these bitches ask me if I'm f*ckin or not
But I got problems in my head I been stuck in a box like
I don't know what I been doing
Don't know what I'm feeling I just know I'm goin through it
And I ain't even movin' I'm just stayin' in the crib
Tryna figure out a way for me to not f*ckin lose it
Yeah, and my girl just left
Tried to talk about it guess that she was upset
She said, doesn't like the way I make her feel
Said I got too many problems and she gotta keep it real
Told me that she didn't have the time to try and fix me
I ain't really tripping but I hope that she miss me
Now I'm hopeless, physically I'm broken
Tryna fight back the emotions, yeah
I know what its like to be alone
Contemplating life with a bottle of patron
Wonder if I'm ever goin home but I know
I could never pull it off on my own
Yeah, but I don't really wanna be alone no more
Emotions I wish that I could show some more
I don't ever really feel at home no more
Don't think I can do it on my own no more
I don't got the money I can blow no more
Friends invite me out don't wanna go no more
Making music I don't got a soul no more
Wonder if I make it I don't know no more
I don't really wanna get drunk no more
I don't really wanna get high no more
I don't think I need to give a f*ck no more
But also I don't really wanna try no more
Runnin' out of tree I gotta find some more
Runnin' out of liquor gotta buy some more
I don't even really feel alive no more
My heart's been broke I might cry some more
I know what its like to be alone
Contemplating life with a bottle of patron
Wonder if I'm ever goin home but I know
I could never pull it off on my own
I know what its like to be alone
Contemplating life with a bottle of patron
Wonder if I'm ever goin home but I know
I could never pull it off on my own