Mdntghost - More Than Half Lyrics

She come up, I just lie
Half the time, half the time
Lost my mind, cannot find
Half the time, half the time
She so sad, wanna die
Half the time, half the time
Tears run down, face don't dry
Half the time, more than half the time
And do you have the time to deal?
Do you have the time to heal?
And do you have the right to be
So mad at me? I don't think so
I know you're soul
I know you're so tired
She come up, I just lie
Half the time, half the time
Lost my mind, cannot find
Half the time, half the time
She so sad, wanna die
Half the time, half the time
Tears run down, face don't dry
Half the time, more than half the time
If you looking for those marbles that you lost, I got 'em
All those flaws that you say you got, I saw them and looked past them
All my fears I found them in you
Cause I'm so scared of losing you
Shouldn't even be a possibility
All these thoughts, yeah they're killing me
I know just how you feel
Tell me how to deal with this trauma
She come up, I just lie
Half the time, half the time
Lost my mind, cannot find
Half the time, half the time
She so sad, wanna die
Half the time, half the time
Tears run down, face don't dry
Half the time, more than half the time
At night I'm just reaching for that pillow
I can't tell if it's blood or tears on that pillow
I could turn the lights on but I just don't think I could handle
F*ck it, light a candle
Seeing all the blood and the tears, it was both
Seeing all the cuts man, damn we cut it close
She almost went through with that shit
Why would I go to a clinic?
What the f*ck is in it for me?
These f*cking meds, these f*cking pills ain't helping me
God just set me, god just set me free
Before I have to kill me
She come up, I just lie
Half the time, half the time
Lost my mind, cannot find
Half the time, half the time