Meaningful Lies - Cocaine Treated Me Better Than U (Demo Version) Lyrics

I've taken up drugs the way you've taken up
Every inch of my head
And I've taken up drugs the way You've taken up slurring her name in Your sleep

If my veins are f*cked up and filled With something I bought on the street
In the middle of the night then maybe It won't be so bad when I start Bleeding again
If I'm gone, you're not

In the waning days of the end of the trip
I say my grace, & beg you don't jump ship
I cant help it, these days to want to feel your lips
I cant help display sadness from all of this
It seems like these days you're all but within reach

In the early days of the start of this trip
I say my grace, and i hope i don't Blow this
And i practice hard to be exciting
Working to be much more charming
Dedicated to being more delighting

And even if somehow i could've shown you,
A love so much better than we know
Well i'm sure there could've been Something there
That will go untold
We're the only ones who will ever Know
(Ever know)

If my veins are f*cked up and filled With something I bought on the street
In the middle of the night then maybe It won't be so bad when I start Bleeding again
If I'm gone, you're not
In the waning days of the end of the Trip
I say my grace, & beg you don't jump Ship
I cant help it, these days to want to Feel your lips
I cant help display sadness from all of This
It seems like these days you're all but Within reach

In the early days of the start of this Trip
I say my grace, and i hope i don't Blow this
And i practice hard to be exciting
Working to be much more charming
Dedicated to being more delighting

And even if somehow i could've shown you,
A love so much better than we know
Well i'm sure there could've been Something there
That will go untold
We're the only ones who will ever Know

If my veins are f*cked up and filled With something I bought on the street
In the middle of the night then maybe It won't be so bad when I start Bleeding again
If I'm gone, you're not