Meblu - Backseat Lyrics

Yeah
It's not a heartbreak, just a wound with the truth, am I'm losing it? Nah
But truth is the booze isn't helping at all
Because my mood isn't changing, I still have this horrible ache in my heart
Face it, I'm terrible at racing
The ride is bumpy, first place isn't near, distasteful
Comments from the backseat, a black sheep
Rather jump out the door, now fasten
Your seatbelts, as I'm latching on
To straws, I'm scared shitless to accept the pause
You keep asking me, why my grief isn't ending
As I look into your eyes, I just can't keep pretending
To be fine - I'm lying to finally make you see
That all I'm doing is f*cking try not to bleed
In front of you, I don't want you to see
All the pain that I see, that I don't want to be
A part of my life, or hers, or yours
But I'm scared to let it go, I'm scared to lose
This - of me, that really knows how you feel
When you tell me the reasons why you don't know what's real
I know it's unbearable, but try not to steer
Away from the storm, just try to steer clear
From thinking, this is the end of it all
That you're alone in the storm and this endless fall
I hate to see you like this, I f*cking miss your smile
Believe me, I even miss the way you cry
Instead of looking at this shell in front of me
I'm sorry, but this isn't just the you I see
And know, and love, when I look into your soul
Or you look at mine, I'm trying to stay strong
But I'd be lying if I said, this doesn't affect me
I'm - when you drive and I sit in the backseat
I just wanted to stop and say that I love you
I love the way you think, but it's painful to trust you
Because when I look at you, I see all we could be
I know that you don't, but I'm praying to see
The day, that it changes, the day we will be
All that we are and all they call "we"
All that it is, why we don't need to flee
From reality, we're finally free
I got to tell you something
What?