Median - Runner Lyrics

Always wanted what I didn't have
Adorned my mantle with some trophies
That I got because I came in last
'Cause I kept waiting

Watched from the sidelines
I wished I could play
Some type of stance
Inside this game
All of my hands
Were tied and frayed
Cut up between
Bystanders and snakes
You made it all too clear
I couldn't miss that
Was scared to leave and be the
Next one that you kicked at
Now you're a mess
I finally get to hit back
I'm moving on and dropping off

Sometimes I get down and low
Work hard on myself but still no hope
And every jab, every lie you tried to throw
I held on and kept polishing my glow
It's safe to say I'm bitter
And you're bitter too
Won't let myself sink
And get as low as you

Calling you out for the last time
It takes time and patience
Still came out I made it
Watched and waited
Can't say that I gave in

Give it up let it breath
I think I had enough
You're pulling power
Out of me and yet we haven't talked
Feels like I'm ripping at a crease
Just want this to be over
Now I'm getting closer
Not sure about you
No matter what I do
The feeling doesn't leave
Can't find comfort in the truth
The storm stays strong
Drowning in the deep blue
I'll leave you in the wrong
Moving onto something new

Calling you out for the last time
It takes time and patience
Still came out I made it
Watched and waited
Can't say that I gave in

Think it's time we laid this to rest
You claimed it's all in your head
Well I came back around to
Give you this wake up call
So f*ck that
I'm doing this for myself
We're moving on from the split
Go off and rot somewhere else l