medkit - i hate u, come back Lyrics

Pacing back and forth im a mess again
On the bathroom floor waiting for it to end
I just planned the funeral, im covered in red
But im grieving someone who isnt dead

How come every talk turns into a fight
But the illusion of you is still stuck in my mind
You're stupid and i hate you and youre such a waste of time
I think im gonna love you till the day that i die

These days i wonder where the time went
Staying up late with no past tense
You took the only thing i had left
Wonder who you're gonna love next

Skipping meals cause im too full of stress
I wont admit it, but i still cant rest
The wounds that you left, i take straight to the chest
I hate your guts but i still wish you the best