Meechie Bands - Traumatized Lyrics

Yeah im traumatized I done been through too much pain
Been shot too many times so don't ask me if im ok
My son been dead 8 years and it still hurts to this day
Im getting chased up in my dreams an I can Neva get away
Yeah im traumatized this shit did something to my brain
Nightmares bout them chains
On my own at a young age
No father to lead the way
Need meds to get thru the day
Put yo hands in the air if you feel the same way
Yeah im traumatized

What a cold hand I was delt
Pops done left me out here by myself
All them nights that I haven't sept
Too much pride to ask for help
My role models was a dope boy
Now im soaking up game on the low boy
In the kitchen with that dope boy
Just knew I was going to be no broke boy
Ill Neva change ill never change ill never change
Its too much pain too much pain too much pain
Memories of my son death keep playing over in my head
Every time I think about it I cain believe he's dead
What the hell did I do I know it couldn't karma
I have always had a good heart and I haven't never disrespected my mamma

Yeah im traumatized I done been threw too much pain
Been shot too many times so don't ask me if im ok
My son been dead 8 years and it still hurts to this day
Getting chased up in my dreams an I can Neva get away
Yeah im traumatized this shit did something to my brain
Nightmares bout them chains
On my own at a young age
No father to lead the way
Need meds to get thru the day
Put yo hands in the sky if you feel the same way
Yeah im traumatized

Voices all in my head
Sometime I talk back to myself
Councilor wants me on meds
Hypnotize me and ask a bunch questions
But if u aint seen what I seen then you would never know my story
And if you aint felt like I felt how the hell can u give me some pointers
Had thought about suidide I contemplated for the longest
But I couldn't do it to my kids
And I couldn't do it to my moma
Drink my self to Coma
Death getting a lil closer
Fighting with these demons I got skeletons in my closet
Ill Neva change ill never change ill never change
Its too much pain too much pain too much pain

Yeah i'm traumatized I done been through too much pain
Been shot too many times so don't ask me if im ok
My son been dead 8 years and it still hurts to this day
Getting chased up in my dreams an I can Neva get away
Yeah im traumatized this shit did something to my brain
Nightmares bout them chains
On my own at a young age
No father to lead the way
Need meds to get thru the day
Put yo hands in the sky if you feel the same way
Yeah im traumatized