Meera Jabija - Heartbroken Stupid Bee Lyrics

Oh, boy
You've got me heartbroken for about a thousand times
The best and worst part is that you're not aware of that
Aware of the fact that I adored you since the first glance
Oh, boy
You've got me heartbroken for about a thousand times
Is it a shame that I like you too very much
I'm so jealous can I turn it off?

I'm so f*cking sad
I don't really understand
What is it between us?
Am I just being ridiculous?

Tried my best not to fall in too deep
But it keeps on growing every time you speak
Your smile and laughter and your bones and cheeks
It all just keeps me hanging around your feet

Oh, boy
You've got me heartbroken
Oh, boy... oh, boy

You know, sometimes I even thought it was mutual
Every single time I wonder if it's possible
"What the -" "Why the -" could I believe in such a bullshit, huh?
My heart is torn apart every time I see a girl
Cause then I realize that you're simply courtois
I'm just a stupid bee in a vast swarm
So sad that I won't be able to talk again to ya

I'm so f*cking sad
I don't really understand
What is it between us?
Am I just being ridiculous?

Cause you'll be coming here in only two weeks
For one day and then you'll fade away
And I'm afraid I won't be seeing you again
So that's why I decided to tell you everything
I'm sorry, but now it's time for me to feel free
I know I will be nervous, you don't wanna hear these things
I'm sorry, I really am

His plane took off a day ago
I supposed the weight was too enormous
I better keep it to myself
I'll just go and fill my lungs with the smoke of someone else