Megan Larian - Gynecologist Lyrics

When I sleep I need my space, although I wish I didn't
And when you touched me wrong I cried, and I wished I could fix it
What's wrong? What's wrong? What's wrong? What's wrong? What's wrong?
I wish I knew
I see visions when my eyes are shut, wish I could record them
And I convince myself my thoughts are vastly unimportant
How long? How long? How long? How long? How long
Til you think so too?
If it's just me and you, please don't stick around
I am going through quite enough right now
And I can handle it alone
And I have chosen to
I went to the gynecologist and she felt me up
And I kept trying to remind myself that that was just her job
Still for some reason the back of my mind thought that she was you
And she was such a professional, she shouldn't feel bad
And I wondered if she could tell I was the best that you had
But why am I even thinking about that?
Maybe I wanted it too
If it's just you and me, I think just me will do
At least you'll never see me the way that I see you
No, please don't take it to heart
I wouldn't want to knock you off your throne
Oh, I can handle it alone
Oh, I could handle it alone
Oh, I can handle it alone