I'm In a constant state of dreamin'
Pretendin' that things happen when they don't
To be living, not just being
Rather have that than have this lump in my throat
I'm hopeless , I'm delusional
I close my eyes and hide behind these walls
With Two tickets to my funeral
Hand them out as I can't face it on my own
My friends talk I don't listen
I'm too busy staring at the ground
They all say I've been different
Left to wonder if they even like me now
It always feels like I'm dying
This hollow feeling is all I've ever known
Think I've just killed the evening
I've been thinking I'd be better off alone
I've been waiting for a reason
I swear you'll be the death of me
Picking holes in everything I say
Stop acting like you're seventeen
Try to tell you about my day but your...
Eyes roll back again
Talk under your breath
Messin with my head
This cycle never ends
Repeat what I just said
And go running to your friends
It always feels like I'm dying
This hollow feeling is all I've ever known
Think I've just killed the evening
I've been thinking I'd be better off alone
I've been waiting for a reason
I've been waiting for a reason
Crying, screaming, driving till the morning
Tiring feeling, that's enough controlling
That's enough controlling
Stalking, yawning , god you're f*cking boring
Calling , talking, here you come back crawling
Here you come back crawling
It always feels like I'm dying
This hollow feeling is all I've ever known
Think I've just killed the evening
I've been thinking I'd be better off alone
It always feels like I'm dying
This hollow feeling is all I've ever known
Think I've just killed the evening
I've been thinking I'd be better off alone
I've been waiting for a reason
I've been waiting for a reason"