It's a nervous start
When it comes to matters of the heart
And we've said some things
We're not proud of baby
Words come out
They feel sharp
Even honesty can in the moment cut you hard
I'm writing all my feelings out on a piece of paper
Then you turn around and say "I'll see you later"
I'm acting surprised when it hurts cause I feel kinda numb
We make mistakes
Don't feel so dumb
This one's for you
But it's all for me
My love is all free but it don't mean I'm cheap
I'm not somebody
Who's hurt
That don't make me weak
I'm not about to turn around talk shit then leave
This one's for you
But it's all for me
I'm trying to forget the past and let it be
I know we'll grow
This pain'll be free
But right now I'll swallow this pill coz you do you
And I'll do me yeah
And I'll do me yeah
And I'll do me yeah
And I'll do me yeah
I'm working kinda hard
Thought that things would all just come apart
It was all in
My head
I'm dreaming
I saw your number over and over
But never never rang it
It's kind of crazy
Never felt like I'd move on
I'm writing all my feelings out on a piece of paper
Then you turn around and say "I'll see you later"
I'm acting surprised when it hurts cause I feel kinda numb
We make mistakes
Don't feel so dumb
This one's for you
But it's all for me
My love is all free but it don't mean I'm cheap
I'm not somebody
Who's hurt
That don't make me weak
I'm not about to turn around talk shit and leave
This one's for you
But it's all for me
I'm trying to forget the past and let it be
I know we'll grow
This pain'll be free
But right now I'll swallow this pill coz you do you
And I'll do me yeah
And I'll do me yeah
And I'll do me yeah
And I'll do me yeah
This one's for you
But it's all for me
I try to keep tabs on you so I can see
I'm not somebody
Who's hurt
That don't make me weak
I look out for you honestly it's not that deep
This one's for you
But it's all for me
We couldn't stay friends cause we were bad you see
Now that we've grown
You're married I see
It's time now to put down those pills coz you did you
And I did me