Me$$iah Raheem - First Love Lyrics

Started on Sconex
Showing my age y'all remember that?
She was flirting real smooth with a n***a
Sent me a message so I sent it back
She was saying everything nice
Made me feel good yeah, everything right
Started off slow yeah everything light
Caught feelings fast now everything hype
We was chattin up every day
I wanna see you yeah, that's gonna be next
Had to go out of my way
She live type deep she was from the BX
I ain't never take the train before but
God damn I want that girl bad
She said take the 4 train to the concourse
Or take the 2 train right to 3rd Ave
Damn this wasn't even like me I need to slow down don't know what I could find yet
But I already loved you it's f*cked up cause you wasn't even mine yet
I ain't never felt like this
Is my heart supposed to melt like this?
Never seen my feelings getting dealt like this
Woulda never saw myself like this
But I'm in too deep now
Try to front on the surface but deep down
Now you all I dream about when I sleep now
Put my feet down gotta take a leap now
Just left you I already miss you
How sweet I'm gone need a tissue
She said we need to make this shit official
I'm single you single what's the issue
Did you know you was my first love
Yeah I bet you did
Girl you know you was my first love
From the BX
Did you know you was my first love
Yeah I bet you did
Girl you know you was my first love
From the BX
Did you know you was my first love
Yeah I bet you did
Girl you know you was my first love
From the BX
Did you know you was my first love
Yeah I bet you did
Girl you know you was my first love
Like sorry I'm taken
That's what I gotta tell hoes I guess
Yeah you can keep waiting
My heart is in the Melrose Projects
It's dangerous my cousin ain't like that
I told her it's cool but she tried to fight that
So I said fine I'ma stay home
But the next week you know I went right back
Ignorant I had to learn my lesson
Nothing ain't free had to earn my blessing
So it's just me just my own
Niggas punked me and took my phone
Bad luck like I could've been cursed
Brushed it off cause I could've been worse
Had to think is it really worth this?
You goddamn right I just had my first kiss
I ain't care about nothin
Still a virgin I ain't care about f*ckin
I couldn't help myself I'm in love
Whatever happens I don't care cause I'm cuffin
Was so young so I don't understand yet
Was so young no I wasn't a man yet
Goddamn I was such a little nigga
I wish I was just a little bigger
Did you know you was my first love
Yeah I bet you did
Girl you know you was my first love
From the BX
Did you know you was my first love
Yeah I bet you did
Girl you know you was my first love
Okay let me wrap it up now
Let me tell y'all how the book ends
One day I'm on her page
She talking to one of her friends
This nigga asked her a question
To this day she don't know what it meant to me
He asked her if they would ever have sex
And she told that nigga eventually
No lie shit cut up my heart
I'm lost like what does this mean
Had to read it twice like I'm not smart
She said it's just what it seems
She told me cause we not gon be together forever
How you gon say that girl I'm better with never
F*cked up and it doesn't make sense
I'm f*cked up I ain't been the same since
Damn
F*cked up I ain't been the same since
F*cked up I ain't been the same since