Melancholy Club - Parasite Lyrics

I found the solution at the bottom of my standard
And I know that I will never find relief
I think it's on the nose to try to pick apart my problems
And to put them in a poem no one will read
I think I found my parasite, but I'm not trying to dig it out tonight

I think I found a home, putting myself out there to easily
Might have memorized the tone, voices that have got me numb recently
But I think I know the dose this time
Leave it alone and I'm sure we'll all be fine

It'll take a part of me, it'll live inside my heart
It'll tell me to put things together that should stay apart

Tried to make it work, and it didn't go half bad
And a big part of the time it was the best we ever had
There's no reason to be angry for anything I've learned
But I'll always feel ashamed for the big bellyache I earned
I couldn't find a way to love without a big part of my mind
Attached to feeling failure, a repetitious line
How I'll never be enough, and we'll always be best friends
And I know it's repetitious but it seems right in the end
I think I found my parasite, but I'm not trying to dig it out tonight

It'll take a part of me, it'll live inside my heart
It'll tell me to put things together that should stay apart
It'll take a part of me, it'll live inside my heart
It'll tell me to put things together that should stay apart
It'll live inside my room, it'll tell me the best thing to do
Is to keep my mind always occupied on you