Melanie Pierce - Illusions Lyrics

I thought I figured it out
Wide eyed, I mapped it out
But you say I'm too difficult
Honey I know, honey I know
I tried to pull back
Quiet the noise inside my head
But you say it's too difficult
Honey I know, honey I know
I'll never let this go
I wanted so bad to believe these illusions in my head were the real thing
Painted words on paper thin walls
You didn't even know who I was
You didn't even know who I was
You didn't even know who I was
I saw your eyes telling lies
Beautiful stories at bad times
And maybe there was a part of me
That knew all along that this was wrong
I'll never let this go
I wanted so bad to believe these illusions in my head were the real thing
Painted words on paper thin walls
You didn't even know who I was
You didn't even know who I was
You didn't even know who I was
If I open my eyes will I wake up
If I throw up tonight will that make up
For all of the lies that you fed me
Over and over
Over and over again
I want to wake up
Why can't I wake up
Please let me wake up
I want to wake up
Why can't I wake up
Please let me wake up
I wanted so bad to believe these illusions in my head were the real thing
Painted words on paper thin walls
You didn't even know who I was
You didn't even know who I was
You didn't even know who I was