Melatonin Owls - Papercut Lyrics

Sometimes I lie here questioning
Just what the f*ck do you think you're doing?
While I'm just sitting all alone
Wondering what went wrong this time?

My phone rang and I picked it up
Hoping that it was you messaging
Seems like I was wrong like yesterday
You packed your shit and walked away

Now you think this is some big joke
Well I'm certainly not amused
And I thought this it was all my fault
But I realized that you never really cared

Hey are you stuck with me again?
Cause you seem to be talking to me
I know I should just walk away
But I really liked what we used to be

We talked like nothing's even changed
Comfort machine, the tool I am
These paper cuts so small and meek
But hurt so much a little sneak

Now you think this is some big joke
Well I'm certainly not amused
And I thought this was all my fault
But I realized that you never really cared

Two nights long then I bid farewell
For all the triggers I have pulled
I would think twice but newborns don't
Deserve the blame their parents own

Now you think this is some big joke
Well I'm certainly not amused
And I thought this was all my fault
But I realized that you never really cared

Asked for advice you never took
I'm bored and borderline over-used
Let's put our friendship in the vault
The end is rarely pre-prepared