Did you get what you needed for your kitchen?
I know we made a list
Of all the things we take for granted
'Cause we had them as kids
Bottle openers and vases, another sponge for the drawer
But I'm not the one you're sharing wine with
Or buying flowers for
Oh, I can't forget the details
And I can't exhale
'Cause every time I breathe
Still feel you next to me, there's no cure
'Cause I still hear you breathing
And how it felt to be pulled close
And how the sheets would crinkle
And you'd wrinkle up your nose
At the sunlight in the morning peeking in through the window
And how I was so sure
But I know
You don't feel it anymore
And if you run through a red light
Do you ever think of me?
The girl who resembled your exes
In your passenger seat
How I showed you around campus
Wrapped tight in winter coats
While I hoped that you were healing
But you know how the story goes
Oh, I can't forget the details
And I can't exhale
Cause every time I breathe
Don't feel you next to me, is there no cure?
Cause I still hear you leaving
And how I closed your car door
And the gravel moved with my shoes
And I kissed you once more
'Cause of the way your eyes got distant
Like they never had before
But I was so sure
Now I know
You don't feel it anymore
And do you ever picture me at your front door?
And go back to December?
And how I was almost yours?
Waited for one text on my birthday
Twenty-one felt like a chore
'Cause if you forgot this one thing
What's a million more?
How was I so sure?
Never had love so pure
Now I know
You don't feel it anymore