How do you manage it all
Being wonderful and huge, painful and small?
How do you make me feel like throwing up?
Give up, give in to the floor
Am I easier to swallow down here?
Before I wasn't sure
Don't take every wall down
Leave me with illusions for myself
For a time you must admit this was a beautiful house
The fuchsia streaks
From dancing dreams
Into almost-reality in my kitchen
We drove, we laughed
You try to take it back
I swear I left every light on
Made sure you had enough to make it through this storm
When are you going to feel like growing up?
And how much more good can I be?
I'm giving more than I have
You are emptying me
Don't take anymore now
Leave me with at least some of myself
Trying to be gentle but I swear you make me forget how
From pink to gray
Bundles of excuses like a bouquet
All in my kitchen
We couldn't speak
You wouldn't even look at me
Now that we're through, I would take an empty room over settling
I walk away