Mellajones - Cry Lyrics

Mind drowning in a pool of liquor
Sipping this Jameson feeling f*cked uaghh
As I as I navigate through life to find my purpose
Even in the darkest times God loves us
Why say our flaws our true colors
Why sinners be the ones to judge us
Anxiety heartbreaks and pain suffocating my mental
I'm delusional insane
Aggravated by the fact that I do it for my family and friends
Betrayal in the end, disloyal girl friend
How many times will I forgive you for cheating
Is the third time this thing is repeating
I should've seen this the last time we kissing
I gave you many chances you blew it up
Calling me toxic and insecured
Gaslighting me every time this jig is up
I loved you like a brother
I f*cked you like a lover
I scold you like a father
Caress you like no other
I got my own demons aint perfect tranna clean up
Getting rid of the fiend up
And pushing my dreams up
In a selfish generation people looking for themselves
I put you on my shoulders tranna give you a helping hand
You thought the grass was gonna be greener on the other side
You played yourself missing out whatchu do is cry

Cry cry
I'd rather be hurt in the making you
Cry cry
I'd rather be hurt in the making you uhhh
Cry cry
I'd rather be hurt in the making you uhhh uhhh uhhh uh uhhhh
Cry cry
I'd rather be hurt in the making you cry aiyyy aiyyyyyyyy

See I wish that I could blame it on the wine
Cus all time I getting high
Saying things that I regret ay ay yeah
No I never meant to pull your heart away
Is all the games that I can play
And now I'm on the edge yah yah yah
Then you had to go you had to go astray
You did the same
I never had the guts I never made you stay
You left
Don't you mind the stupid shit I had to say
You abusive
All I ever did was drive you insane

Cry cry
I'd rather be hurt in the making you
Cry cry
I'd rather be hurt in the making you uhhh
Cry cry
I'd rather be hurt in the making you uhhh uhhh uhhh uh uhhhh
Cry cry
I'd rather be hurt in the making you cry aiyyy aiyyyyyyyy