MELOTOPIA - Awkward. Lyrics

I'm kind of awkward.
I hope you'll stay so i can talk first
But if you're sticking this out just like i offered,
Beware I'm awkward.

Hey there how's it going friend?
Really been a while
Haven't seen you ever since you moved a thousand miles
Now we're up and on our own
How's your other child?
I'm afraid of conversation, cut into an aisle
Got a call from Italy, pick it up and smile
Don't know what to say but truly I've been in denial
I'm a little odd, never talk, never dial, scratch that we'll never catch up.

See, sticks and stones will break my bones but words will drop me dead.
And I'm gon' leave this mess behind, I'm gone without a tread
You can have the story of my life, and it won't end.
Long story short.

I'm kind of awkward.
Most people hate it when I talk first.
But if you're gonna plan on sticking around,
We'll never figure this out
Because I'm awkward.
I'm kinda weird though.
Most people view me as a weirdo
So if you're gonna plan on running away
I'd understand when you say
I'm kind of awkward.
I'm kinda.

How can I be all of me?
Lacking personality
Hand it pockets when I speak,
Hopefully its not just me.
Sticks will stab you, you'll be fine
Stones will bounce right off your spine
Words don't mean a thing, oh how I wish that I was you.

I'm kind of beat (I'm hanging onto every dream)
Feel kinda old (feels like I lost another goal)
I feel defeat with every win,
And when you're told
It's true.

I 'm kind of awkward.
Can't take the talking, I get blocked first.
Now if you wanna take a look in my mind,
Make sure you don't fall inside
It gets a lot worse.
It's kinda, i'm kinda!

I'm kind of awkward.