Membrains - Selfless Lyrics

I got a nihilistic view and I don't have a clue about what's going on outside
Don't think you'll ever understand, it was all part of my plan, I don't care, cause you cast aside
It makes me sick when I'm thinking to the point, I started drinking, I can't get it out of my head
I think you're dreaming of me leaving, so don't give me a reason, I don't care about the shit you said

I feel helpless, I'm so selfish, I'm not like them, I'm not selfless

Get me out, take me away, I won't stand another day, I won't sit and rot while time slips away
I'm going out, I'm going under, wanna leave the world to wonder what happens when they all speak my name

I feel helpless, I'm so selfish, I'm not like them, I'm not selfless

Selfish, I'm selfish, I'm selfish
I feel helpless, I'm so selfish, I'm not like them, I'm not selfish