Memorial - stay safe and never forget me. Lyrics

I don't know why
I do the things that i try
Maybe i should give up and go cry
I don't think i can do all of this

Just a kid who thought he could do better
Wanted to be what you call a go getter
Maybe i thought i'd get a letter
Saying you want me and to come get her

Sut this just ain't for me
I'm not specialty
I have nothing
I don't see why you give a shit about me

But stay safe a never forget me
I am just lost in all this doubt
Trying and losing my every way out

The f*ck do i do now
I don't know who i am
Lost in a trance
Scraping every wall for a glance
Of what my life will become
I am so shit what the f*ck have i done
Maybe write a note about why i am gone
Lay me to rest with the grass and a gun