Memorize the Dictionary - Smiles Now Lyrics

I'm sorry that I need someone close
I can't help but make up the time I've missed
Looking for another and another one
And never feeling satisfied

But it makes it better
It makes it easier, I think
Your words won't keep me up at night
The silence helps me sleep

It makes it better
It makes it easier to sleep
As I try to close my eyes
Your face drowns out my breath

You know it
I know you do
You're fully aware and I don't blame you
I don't blame you at all
I don't want the best for myself
I want to have just what I want
I know I'm wrong because I'm young
Why should I even grow

But it makes it better
It makes it easier, I think
Now your smile fills my head
As you leave the room

And it makes it better
It makes me older I guess
Now my life has faded back
To what I need

I don't think I've ever been hurt
Yet I feel so tired
I've been beaten down with
The smiles from the crowd

If there's anything you'd like to say
You'd better say it soon
If you want to walk so far you should've
Started so you're fully out of reach

Speak your nonsense words
A little clearer, then
Speak your mind, don't let it get
Anything else done

Think of me as an us alone
A sense of what we've missed
And the feeling that we realize
We want to be missed

Think of me as you alone
The sense of what I'll miss
And the feeling that we both know
Everyone wants to be missed

Emotionally, mentally, and physically
You were my favorite person, place, and thing
And now, my friend
There's nothing to remember but the smile as you left

Your smile as you told me it's the right thing to do
Your smile like you knew that my world stopped for you
Your smile as you didn't even think to care
And I'm sorry

I don't think I've ever felt young
And I won't grow old
I've been beaten down with the smile your lips hold

I know that I'll be finding more and they'll make me young
But I'll be beaten down by those smiles to come

There's nothing to remember but the smile you have now
There's nothing to remember but the smile you have now
There's nothing to remember but the smile you have now
There's nothing to remember but the smile you have now