kitchen fire Video (MV)

The future is bleak
And the past has been
Hiding all of my sleep
I'm too tired to fight her
There's rain in LA
It's the closest that
I have felt to ok
Since the move in october
And I hate who I am
Keep pretending that I take
More than I can
It's exhausting and lonely
I'm trapped in the yard
Tried to dig my way out but
Hit something hard
There's a fire in the kitchen
When I open my eyes
All the things that I've known
Are painted with lies
And the colors are hidden
And I hate who I am
Try my best but no one
Really gives a damn
It's exhausting and lonely
This life is a war
And I'm stuck here fighting
Always wanting more
So unsatisfying
I'll drown out the noise
With something exciting
Something inviting