Menime - Rock Bottom Lyrics

So this is rock bottom, the lows of the lows
Where you're buried in problems with nowhere to go
They say it gets better, but how should I know
They call this rock bottom, but I call it home
I call it home
They call it rock bottom, but I call it home
I grew up in the trenches, but the streets is what I roamed
A youngin' with no friends to call my own
Ops was poppin' shots at the squirrels inside the school zone
Youngins couldn't cross the road as the cold wind blows
Tryna take the scenic route as I hit the ground
Blood squirtin' all around till my brains fell out
Doctors gave me Valium to ease the pain
Heart went cold, so don't say I'm the same
I switched up on the bitches, they're all in it for fame
Shoutout to the bitches at Hawthorne High
Givin' me the heart eyes
They say they never f*ck with white guys
I told them give me a try
They claim I'm funny
Then they turn around and wanna jump me
Like, bro, do you bugging
They must have a death wish
So this is rock bottom
The lows of the lows
Where you're buried in problems
With nowhere to go
They say it gets better
But how should I know
They call this rock bottom
But I call it home
I call it home
How should they know what I've been through
Like, I just moved here
After my dad hit his one year
I can't believe I only shed one tear
Blood in my eyes, I can't see clear
That's when I black out
Told that bitch I'll be back out
Bought some pills from a crack house
I'm takin' my own stash now
Like I'm in the slums
I need them dollar bills once
But let me keep it a hundred
If this wasn't playin, would you be bumpin'
Like, damn, open the trunk then
F*ck it, we'll dump them
They asked if the real shady would please stand up
Well, I'm standin', so what's up
Heard you wanna run it up
Hold up, man, let me do a mic check
Yep, sounds about right
Oh shit, gettin' off topic
So this is rock bottom
The lows of the lows
Where you're buried in problems
With nowhere to go
They say it gets better
But how should I know
They call this rock bottom
But I call it home
I call it home
Yeah, it's time to face the harsh reality
When life's got you pinned down like gravity
I'm standin' at the edge, can't escape the calamity
Rock bottom's where I've hit my own insanity
I'm drownin' in the depths of my own despair
Lost and broken, nothin's fair, I swear
Every step I take feels like I'm walkin' on glass
I'm trapped in the darkness, just tryna make it last
Strugglin' just to keep my past in the past
The future's in my hand that I grasp
I lunge to attack, but I get pummeled fast
Cause addiction's got my soul tangled in its grip
Lost my family, friends, on this journey I trip
The demons in my mind, they gnaw and they bite
But I'ma fight back with all of my might
They say success is the best revenge
I've prove em wrong, this pain won't end
I rise above the ashes like a phoenix in flight
Takin' control of my life, shinin' so bright
So this is rock bottom
The lows of the lows
Where you're buried in problems
With nowhere to go
They say it gets better
But how should I know
They call this rock bottom
But I call it home
I call it home
I'm at the bottom now, can't sink any deeper
Every day's a struggle, a grim reaper
But I won't back down, won't stay defeated
Gonna rise from the ashes, no longer conceited
In the face of adversity, I'll never surrender
Embracing the chaos, this pain I'll render
I'll wear my scars proudly, now a survivor
From rock bottom I'll rise, my soul will thrive
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