Shit is Odee, bet it's bond over blood they never owed me
New fit, SAME TEAM, now the old me
Yeah they studying my plays, and think they know me
I had to settle up the score, f*ck a goalie
Had turn a new page, write a story
Had turn a new page, write my story
Relationships, she taught me some patience
All the pain done faded with it
On this journey yeah I made it
Don't know how it started, just a young MENIS from the city broken hearted
Now I'm kicking it with bosses, I was sick of taking losses, had me feeling so discarded
Yeah my heart I had to guard it, like I'm playing at the Garden
Treat a girl like royalty, then they'll switch up new flame and show no loyalty
Got some demons in my past they ain't controlling me
Tears falling down my face like I was over seas
So I hopped up on this plane on the way-up, just wake up
I know I'm far from perfect I was looking for a sign, all my struggles they were testing
Had to do it on my own, and it's the beauty in the lessons
Relationships, she got me in my feelings
Some patience, lord forgive me I've been sinning
Time healed the pain, left it in the past, you thought you was first until I overlapped
You brought out my worse, didn't listen, just laughed
Stayed true to myself and I worked on my craft
On the hook, like some pain meds, there were times I was down, I was aimless
In the rain, felt the pain, wanted changes
Had no faith in my ways, now I'm the greatest, baby I'm the greatest
Even brightest stars in the sky yeah they fall
I'll always hold it down for my circle, kept it small
Stacking paper, to the sky, built like towers, standing tall
I'll put you on shoulders, and I'll never let you fall
Yeah
So baby just do what you do, and Ima just me alright, I lost all my fight
Used think I was problem, problem was really your pride, was really your pride
Yeah
Got her texting Purple Hearts, but this ain't the navy
Put it all on the line, would you do the same thing
Middle finger in the sky, if you ever played me
Forever grateful for the heartbreak, that's my first mistake
Learned it the hard way, that's the price you pay to find the one
Knife in my back it left me numb, bounced back like the bass of my drum
So don't worry how I'm living, I'm busy counting chicken,
Not a downfall, but instead my golden ticket, I've been winning, just beginning
On my X(O) that's for sipping, and I'm married to the money, I'm committing
Baby, I've been thinking about you lately
But sometimes you drive me crazy girl, you are my world
I'll never change, just new a apparel
New fit, my heart on my sleeve
Puddles full of pain, under water couldn't breathe
Feeling sick, saw a doctor for the fakes, put you on leave
RELATIONSHIP things, was stuck in BAD DREAMS
Said NEVER AGAIN, MOTIONLESS can't be me
Now I'm DOING BETTER, she WORTH IT
They don't NEEDA KNOW, DIFFERENT GIRLS, keep them lurking
But I'm STILL ME, with the SAME TEAM
No friend without end, lost a part, and found my peace