Meno Torn - Feel Myself Fade Lyrics

I can feel myself fade, I just don't wanna go away
I can feel myself fade, I just don't wanna go away
I can feel myself fade, I just don't wanna go away
I can feel myself fade, I just don't wanna go away

Watching my soul as it falls to the floor, tried to be nice I don't care anymore
My mind is all racing, my body is sore, I am smiling away while you walk out the door
Licking my wounds as I rot to the core, killing this feeling with zero remorse
Breaking my way out this mortal decor, falling asleep so that I can restore
Feeling this pain I know I can't ignore, pushing for death she's my only amore
Dive off a cliff I am drowning ashore, don't want my body to be an eyesore
Living my life like it is just a chore, eating away at my own mental store
Wasting my time as my sweat leaves the pores, give myself pain so that I don't get bored

I can feel myself fade, I just don't wanna go away
I can feel myself fade, I just don't wanna go away

Keeping on breathing and keeping on living
I'm falling asleep while I live like a heathen
The heart of a man and the face of a demon
I give up on life cuz I never stop grieving
In my life, never thought that I could say
Really just want to run away
Escape into the outside world
So I can live my final days