Valentine in December
You say you love me
But you don't remember
My name you caused me pain
All girls are the same in the end
You went from stickin' your nails in my back to being a thorn in my side
And when you went to go retract them then out poured my lies
All over the bed
I'm sober from meds
It's over she said
It's on to the next
The thoughts in my head
Won't lay to rest
They just keep on screaming
Keep on bleeding
Reapers reaping
I know we're sinking
In a relationship I could not steer
Sometimes I wonder why I'm still here
That's just me bein' insecure
There's one thing that I-I still fear,
Everytime I look in the mirror
Problems start to reappear
Valentine in December
You say you love me
But you don't remember
My name you caused me pain
All girls are the same in the end
The only way to get you out of my head
Is to get other girls inside my bed
And I know it's not fair and I know it's not right
And I know that you care and I know that I might, not
Or act like I don't want you back but won't
Admit to that shit nope
Where's the map to Hope
I've been lost so so lost
Livin' life without a cost
And it's been so long cause I've been broke
Last chick left me to get cold
There's a dead end to this road
F*ck just grab me a pencil
And I'll write all night
Pretend I'm alright
And then hide my light from them
And by them I mean all my enemies
Slash my friends to be part of this drama
I guess it's my karma