Meridian - Blue Lips Lyrics

I guess one will never know what drives a person
To pick up, to use, risk a life for a high
After a long night, a fall onto bed
I'm waking up to your blue lips and punching your f*cking chest

I always wished this candle burned different
You're still alive and survived
But our friendship is dead

Part of life one day
Not friends but brothers woven so tight
Heart wrenching we've lost respect
And didn't stay in touch

What if I hadn't woken up
What if I had just said
Take me home

Dead weight
Colorless face
Blue lips

I know it's all past tense
We may never speak again

But I never meant to lose touch
Sometimes people fall out in life
The regret is not in saving you
I just wish we had more connection
And maybe a different ending too

Dead weight
Colorless face

BLUE LIPS

Maybe having no flowers is worse than dead pedals