When I'm day dreaming
I can not wake up
Haunted
By my expectations
I ain't enough
Haunted by my past
By my lust
I guess some of us
Don't understand trust
I guess some of us
Don't really give uh f*ck
As long as we got
Some drank and uh blunt
Gone say what you think
Just be blunt
My own words cut deep
So I gotta ask me
Who am I
If I am not me
Hold my head high
Higher I see
Over look
All my insecurities
What can't I fix
With uh lil bit uh weed
Oh How naive I was
When I was eighteen
Inna dream
But recently
I was woke
By uh queen
She said I slept
Until year 2023
But honestly
I don't even remember
Falling asleep
I do remember
Back When I was 16
Back when I had no idea
How I could fix pain
Let it bottle up
And drown me
Another insecurity
Put on my head
Is really
Just another bounty
Fellow
Loner
Fellow stoner
You found me
Past heart donor
Last part over
I'm counting
All the times
I didn't go with the gut
Was all the times I'd know I was stuck
But it wasn't something
Uh blunt couldn't fix
Till one blunt that I hit
After shorty put her
Love and her
Wants in my head
I could never just give up
All the love I would give
All that time that I spent
And This time
I won't flinch
How can I
Move out uh pinch
With no confidence
No heart like the grinch
Yall leaving me
No options
I could choose love
Or I could choose
Using logic
I could give up
Or I can get up
And locked in
Who am I
If I am not me
Hold my head high
Higher I see
Over look
All my insecurities
What can't I fix
With uh lil bit uh weed
Oh How naive I was
When I was eighteen
Inna dream
But recently
I was woke
By uh queen
She said I slept
Until year 2023
But honestly
I don't even remember
Falling asleep
I do remember
Back When I was 16
Back when I had no idea
How I could fix pain
Let it bottle up
And drown me
Another insecurity
Put on my head
Is really
Just another bounty
Fellow
Loner
Fellow stoner
You found me
Past heart donor
Last part over
I'm counting
All the times
I didn't go with the gut
Was all the times I'd know I was stuck