Merlinsyoshi - Constant Thinking Lyrics

Now a conscious mind ain't so hard to find
But the chances are well above a trillion to nine
That something would come to be quite this divine
In an atom cesspool in a space before time
But what's the point in consciousness
If we're striving towards that perfect bliss
And while sometimes its a hit or miss
We all have to face that dark abyss

This is my constant thinking
This is why i feel I've been sinking
This is my constant thinking
This is why my worldview's been shrinking

Oh and by the way
I think i need to say
I exist and it freaks me out to this day
I'm organic decay
With no possible delay
Of the cosmic closeness of my passing away
But whats the big picture for us
Are we the stars or just the dust
Have we been left here just to rust
Or will we find higher purpose?

This is my constant thinking
This is why i feel I've been sinking
This is my constant thinking
This is why my worldview's been shrinking