Messengers From The Empire - Lost In The Gray (EP Version) Lyrics

It's been a few weeks now, of no sleep
Need an alarm just to remember to eat
This new leaf cuts deep
Body feels beat; Snatch the open window seat
To watch the train pass my stop, oddly a sweet relief
I thought something might finally go my way
And ruin my personal best of consecutive days
Stuck in the gray, let me leave this summer behind
I miss a version of you, that feels like it died
True & tried, there's really only one side to the tide
It came & it went, it spoke & it lied, and
The best part is without closure, this isn't over
Groundhog Day, I'll never again wake up sober

I don't know whats left to say
What exactly am I supposed to say
Everything's lost in the gray
How can I make all of this okay
I don't wanna face today
I don't wanna face what I have to face
Everything's lost in the gray
Without you

The medicine just doesn't work
I feel like I'm just such a jerk
The broken promises all hurt
When I feel like I'm worthless than dirt

I don't know whats left to say
What exactly am I supposed to say
Everything's lost in the gray
How can I make all of this okay
I don't wanna face today
I don't wanna face what I have to face
Everything's lost in the gray
Without you

My best laid plans
They melt away
From these gray walls
There's no escape
You leave me here
To drown in gray
It's all my fault
That's what they say

You leave me here
To drown in gray
It's all my fault
That's what they say

You leave me here
To drown in gray
It's all my fault
That's what they say

You leave me here
To drown in gray
It's all my fault
That's what they say

You leave me here
To drown in gray
It's all my fault
That's what they say

You leave me here
To drown in gray
It's all my fault
That's what they say

You leave me here
To drown in gray
It's all my fault
That's what they say