Metaphazis - Look Away Lyrics

You know me well
You see me through
Although you don't know it all yet
And that's what I hold on to
I put my smile
Trying to stay cool
But I pray inside
For something new to appear

See I don't cherish illusions
This will never gonna stop
I'm just waiting for diverted attention
So I could catch the breath Before I break

I'm called mature
Since primary school
I just have learnt
To hide my pain
See no one cares
Or use it against
It's better to hide
All the emotions inside

'Cause I don't cherish illusions
This will never gonna stop until I die
I'm just waiting for diverted attention
So I could catch the breath
Before I break

Now please
Look away
Unless you're brave
To save my face

Now please
Look away
Or let me melt
Inside yourself

Now please
Look away
And let me fade
In the silence

Let me deal it my way
Please

You're laughing at me
Think he will forget
But the things will never be the same
I was told to ignore
So I've learnt to laugh at me
Until my confidence completely cracked

Now I know where's my place
Find my place in the trash
Self-assessment for life