Stuck in My Head Video (MV)

Stuck in my head
I been living with regret
Stuck in my head
I been living with regret
Laying in my bed
I can't move it's like I'm dead
Laying in my bed
I can't move it's like I'm dead
Awake through the night
Cause I'm dying deep inside
Awake through the night
Cause I'm dying deep inside
I don't know how to heal when it's me I wanna kill
I don't know how to heal when it's me I wanna kill
Pill after pill pop to find a way to feel
Pill after pill pop to kill the way i feel
Line after line I'm just snorting till I'm blind
Blind to the facts cause I'm focused on my habits
Cigarettes on cigarettes I smoke a pack a day
Black in my lungs I just wanna fade away
I don't know how to heal when it's me I wanna kill
I don't know how to heal when it's me I wanna kill
Damn
I wanna give up
I wanna go home
I wanna get rich
So I can do both
I feel like I'm doing the most
Nowhere to go when I'm walking alone
Draining myself I never want help
I've swallowed my pride all of my life
I'm wondering why I'm hurting inside
I want a new life
Give me a chance
Take it away
Talk about pain
I've suffered depression and all of the above
Bipolar anxiety voices inside of me
I don't know how to be apart of society
All that they do is just feed me my pills
I'm fed up with medicine and everything else
I don't wanna hide I don't wanna die
I don't wanna feel like I'm locked inside of my god damn mind
I'm stuck in my head now resorting to weed and the smoke that I blow out my nose when everything fails
Try to prevail through the void or the veil but farewell, I'm sick of this hell or life we call it
Sick of the bullshit I don't want it
Sick to my stomach f*cking nauseous
Getting a grip I f*cking lost it
Must be awesome what is my cause gotta guilty conscience
Dealing with nonstop constant drama
F*cking resemble my father I'm gonna vomit
I don't know how to get out the house
I gotta get up, I gotta move on
I gotta stay strong, I gotta make songs
I wanna live long
I know what I want but f*ck