Metrical Futurity - Tha Mirror Lyrics

I packed my bags and I went ghost
I'm on the road now
Memories lived with me, I'm just alone now
It was a hot, hot winter now it's cold out
I was lost my brother, time to show out

Uh,
Got me staring at my mirror like
Damn bro you changed dawg
You supposed to be the one
Tell me you ain't ashamed dawg?
Thought it wasn't about the money
Bitches or the fame dawg ?
F*cked around and let the whole world put your flames out
Battling my conscious and
Crippling my blood
You bound to have some dirt when you've been fighting out the mud
I knew one day it'll rain
But who would've thought that it could flood
And I'm drowning in my doubt
Cause there ain't nobody I can trust
And that's on God

I can't live in this dysfunction
Can't leave it up for assumptions
For anybody wondering
I am not coming to functions
Got my phone on dnd
They blowing me like tnt
They not checking up on me
Bank on that, PNC
Ask my daddy why my heart so cold?
Running through these dusty roads
City full of villains, Ain't no healing
I had no heros
Such and such and so and so's
Packed my bags I'm going ghost
Man I'm battling and no one knows
Get it off my chest and cleanse my soul
They say a man will Neva speak but still his soul will bleed
I Neva thought the same feeling would Ever trouble me
I was down so bad, I tried to heal all 2023
I was feeling bad
I was feeling weak
Had to get the f*cking cloud off me
This cannot be my demon
This cannot be my curse
I was kneeling down to Jesus
Felt like shit kept getting worse
F*ck that beating around the bush
I did not want to be on earth
And the shit that bother me the most ?
Is my granddaddy thought it first
Lord

Got to get it off of me lord
I cannot fall this weak lord
I got to make it through lord
Uh, Staring at you like

Got me staring at my mirror like
Damn bro you changed dawg
You supposed to be the one
Tell me you ain't ashamed dawg?
Thought it wasn't about the money
Bitches or the fame dawg ?
F*cked around and let the whole world put your flames out
Battling my conscious and
Crippling my blood
You bound to have some dirt when you've been fighting out the mud
I knew one day it'll rain
But who would've thought that it could flood
And I'm drowning in my doubt
Cause there ain't nobody I can trust
And that's on God