Mfe Sensei - Going Through (Pops Tribute) Lyrics

I've been going through Changes
I've been doing some things
I've been talking to Strangers
I've been dealing with pain
I've been going through changes
I'm trying to get you off of My brain
I've been talking to Strangers
Calling them by their names
Say Pop's hand used to beat me
And Pop's hand used to teach me
Was ever to fall
Before I hit the floor you'd reach me
Say tell me why you leave me
Say mother crying
I can hear her screaming
Pinch me
Swear I gotta be dreaming
Don't wanna feel this pain No more
Say liquor ain't the same no more
Say brain full of pain
Heart full of sorrow
Do you have a heart that I can borrow?
Swear I'd give it back tomorrow
But it won't be the same though
Call your phone
You can't answer feel strange
Play your voicemail over
Only thing that keeps me Sane
Every time I close my eyes
I see you in the worst way
Now can you stand the rain
I've been going through Changes
I've been feeling some Things
I've been talking to Strangers
I've been dealing with pain
I've been going through Changes
I can't get you off of my Brain
I've been talking to Strangers
Calling them by your name
I've been going through Changes
I've been dealing with pain
I've been talking to Strangers
Calling them by your name
I got the text
Didn't wanna believe it
I spoke to God
And asked him what's the Reason
Didn't respond
So that left me
Thinking
Drinking
Hundred back to Miami
Bitch I'm speeding
I'm Breaking rules
I'm speeding through tolls
Got to the hospital
You're breathing
But touch so cold
It's sad to say
But I already know
I ain't gon' see my pops
No mo
You taught me how to live
You taught me how to fish
You taught me how to Throw hands
And never be a bitch
You taught me how to tuck My thumb
And turn it to a fist
Granddad of the
Year
You was supposed to teach My kids
You taught me how to be a Man
Take calculated risks
You gon' now
Tell me how I'm supposed to live
Left moms all alone
How she supposed to feel
But you never taught me this
Cause it seems
I've been going through Changes
I've been feeling some Things
I've been talking to Strangers
I've been dealing with pain
I've been going through Changes
I can't get you off of my Brain
I've been talking to Strangers
Calling them by your name
I've been going through Changes
I've been dealing with pain
I've been talking to Strangers
Calling them by your name