[ Featuring FISHTAIL ]
Dealing with a rough break up
Fake love
I don't really wanna talk about it
I'm surrounded by support
Helpin more than you ever did
I used to never sip now I never stop sippin
But then the plot thicken guess there was a lot hidden
And you couldn't take the pressure but my love was not prison
I had to get a grip but goth women god given
So I did not listen when they said that she was bad news
A symbol the idea of you was like a Statue
The last two months of my life are a stab wound
The last year wouldn't even clear up if I ask you
Tap my shoes three times wanna go home
Your b line straight to my heart left exposed bone
So stoned everyday has faded to a fog
And the worst pain of all is can't see my dog
Ima pawn in a game
I don't think I agreed to
I just wanna prove to myself I don't need you
Felt my feet flew the time first met her
And I treated you like treasure you repeated back forever
You knew every way to hurt me tried to leave it in a letter
But the difference I burned mine youll never see it ever
Man if Bonnie I bet she make it all better
Cus my heart feels cold and it's not the fall weather
Since I started having this feeling
Everything I love about Chicago's less appealing but I'm healing here I don't think I could do that at my house,
I just wish that being here didn't mean I'd be without
My Babey
I miss my dog my bonnibel babey
I wish I could I tell her the life I'm living lately
And no im not crazy I'm too young to settle down but you were the exception to that rule a sentimental clown Dancing with a women in the devils gown
To say vessels bound sound so extreme
Cus I woke up from a dream feeling like a new person
We were never working as a team two burdens
Who hurtin each other but I guess you called that lover
Well I wasted my summer just so you stay and suffer
I could cover up the shit I did
But I know I'm a stupid kid
I f*cked up a lot and forgot to stop talking
And I guess I kept walking to the point of no return
If love is like a fire missing you is getting burnt
The red fern grows gotta learn to be alone
I don't wanna leave Chicago but Im prone to coming home
Ima reap what Ive sewn feel it deep in my bones
Cus I can't call my dog but your numbers on my phone
