My Sweet Misery Video (MV)

Dear Matthew
Congratulations your in high school
Maybe you'll experiment you'll turn into a high fool
You just wanna be cool
Try to fit in with the cool kids
So you don't hesitate
To not do somethin stupid
You just hope that everybody f*cks with you
Just how you hoped that you did
You met a group of kids
That stuck with you like a gluestick
You almost had a girlfriend
Maybe one, two, or four
How the f*ck you let the little one just walk out the door
You're a f*ck up, probably but you'll probably get over it
Every issue you played tough guy, you cold shouldered it like it's nothin
But now
Sweet misery
Dear Matthew
Now your a sophomore
You your friends all closer and shit
You got your first real girlfriend and you had your first kiss
Two months later and you ain't the same since
Why you always sad sleepin in the basement bitch
Now your 16, and happy and over it
And you no longer want to sit
By February you're back on your shit
This girl was your world, Matthew
You adored her more than life
April comes around, you're holdin a knife
What f*ckin triggered you, you was just at the mall
You probably would've asked her out had you had the balls
So now you and her fall off, you blame her for all the shit
When half of it was her and the other half wasn't
And now you depressed you can't even walk into school
Without shakin
What the f*ck you do now man your grades are slippin
And now
It's your sweet misery
Dear Matthew
You doin a bit better
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You fit in so well
So here we go another round
Your life is doing good all up until
February again
You f*ckin cut yourself cause your friend, your brother just left
So now your stressed, I don't how you ain't get depressed again
By the way I'm diagnosed
I'm not just fake for the internet
Come to think of it, I'm on meds
So that's probably why I ain't kill myself
Your pumpin out music left and right
Just wait till you sell yourself
They don't wanna see you win
Some old friends harass the shit out you
Everyday of your life
You're on eggshells
Everything fires back at you
You expose em; gotta get the law involved
Knock on wood I think this mystery got solved
And somewhere in there you apologize to people
That you felt you did wrong to, cause you was f*ckin evil
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You don't wanna be me
And I believe me I don't wanna be you
This my sweet misery
You heard it here first this is one for the history books
This is my sweet misery
Don't get it overlooked, yeah