Micah Gentle - In Too Deep Lyrics

Too much going on in my head Everything around me negative
Everyone around me pessimistic I think I'm living in a part where I'm dead
In my head too much? No one gives a f*ck My girl hates my guts, makes me insecure
All alone at once No one I can trust
No one I can love So I'm insecure
In my bed? Taking the medicine that you gave me
I know you say you love but you hate me You say that you're done but you can't replace me
I used to think depression wasn't real now im in my bed popping pills
I wish I could go back when I was younger Dumber, nothing was a bummer
I only like the cold weather Let's go out in summer
What's your favorite color? So much to discover
I wanna go away but I'll never run from her Yeah, I'll never run from her
No, I'll never run from her
F*cking hate you now, wish you weren't around Wanna cut you out

Cause lately I've been in my head
And I know that I'm in too deep
Now I'm tired of your bed
And now I just wanna live
I'm tired of your face I'm tired of the lies
I'm tired of the way You always victimize
I'm tired of everything So forget a wedding ring
And now you're not heavenly You're nothing but scary things

You don't even know what it's like to be me
I like to sometimes think that you're only just a dream
The light in your eyes, ooh, it's only just a gleam
It turns out you are not as you seem Cause I know that I'm messed up
I hate you and now I'm fed up Now I think it's time to let up
Feel like you're just a setup
I need to let you go