Always thinking bout you f*ck im always thinking bout you
Everyday I act out scenes or see your name thats too cliche!
Meant you before 17 so why is you still in my head
We never locked while holding hands
I always felt i was that friend that get no play
But he just stay and yes i wouldve been okay
I f*cked it up you went away these last four years went hella fast
Yet everyday I thought about you
Many nights I cried about you
Was a virgin waiting on you think of adolescent Cole
I'm hoping I make you regret that from you I didn't a chance!
Been upset plus too obsessed over stupid shit that you did!
Honestly you chose the scrub!
Left the starter on the bench!
We both got a loser stench!
Women do the dumbest shit!
Holding on just means I failed so hopefully you f*cking hear me
Throw my feelings down this well!
Used to lay up in my room and it felt like the sun was there!
Aura of a millionaire or presence of a thousand stairs long story short
Jazmine all that I could do was stare!
So I ask you what the f*ck!
Plus should ask you why the f*ck
I replay scenes and memories have fruitless dreams that makes me scream!
I saw a wedding ring!
And your face vividly!
Now i know im crazy cause that will never happen of your ship i wont be captain
Just wanna ease the static
Gotta ease my madness
Wish i could replay these years to ensure you aint happen
Now I'm looking in this mirror
Standing here and asking?