It's hard to say the things that I have to say
I know I wouldn't be the man I am if you didn't pave a way
I hate to see that our relationship turned to disarray
Still doesn't make sense how you let the marriage dissipate
This has been a feeling that is hard to shake
Especially cause I know you're a father that was always great
I think it's clear that me and Alexi feel you made a mistake
But life goes on and that is something that we have to face
I wanna be free, free, free, free
Sometimes I go to bed at night and still dream about those days
That is one nightmare that I always hate to replay
I would listen to God before I listen to a friends say
I didn't wanna take these emotions to my grave
Seen my family break up, pushed my heart to a dark place
Forgive me Lord, but that was the time where I lost all faith
I thank you for your grace and your mercy
I know that you're working even when my spirit's hurting
I know that you're worthy even when nothing is certain
I pray for my father, relieve him of all his burdens
I rebuke any serpent
I know you're the answer for the things that I've been searching
I didn't make this song to make it seem like you were bad
It's just hard to say these things without us both getting mad
I know we ain't perfect, I know things that we lack
I know wherever I'm at, you would always have my back
And that's facts
I can't help but feel like I'm stuck in the past
My senior year of high school moved way too fast
Every day of life, I've been feeling so sad
Throw your life away and then you see what is the catch
Are the things that we fumbled still up for the grabs
Lord, give me understanding for the things I don't grasp
Through everything we've been through, I just wanna say
I love you, Dad
I wanna be free
Free, free, free, yeah
I wanna be free
Free, free, free, yeah