Michael White - Happy Lyrics

I wanna be chill but I'm so shy
It's who I am it's something I can't hide
Don't wanna be angry live a life so carefree
In a world that allows me to breathe
I'm tired of the world, society is f*cked
Wanna be alone and just chill in the dark
Tired of the substance abuse, I don't care if you don't approve
Sometimes it gets too much
I feel like I've had enough
Medication, meditation, leads me to hesitation
7 billion on the planet
Always feel alone can't seem to grasp it
Can't sleep, overthink, now it's a daily habit
Wanna wake up feeling fine, maybe I'll do better next time
F*ck my anxiety, so I can just be happy
If stress was a drug I'd be over dosing
Bottle it up it's my way of coping
Hide away, block out the light
In my mind, that's what feels right
I cry for help, I'll ask for anyone
Feel like I'm dying, from the heat of the sun
I just want to live life and be okay
Why do my breakdowns get in the way?
Just calm down, you'll be alright
Those are the words that make me wanna fight
Don't wanna be emotional, I take it personal
Every room, every space
Makes me feel like I'm lost in a maze
Can't seem to find my place, we all go at a different pace
Sleep, scream, cry, repeat
Quiet the voices I must defeat
Maybe I need some guidance
Demons rest, give me silence
If stress was a drug I'd be over dosing
Sleep, Scream
Hide away, block out the light
Silence
Trapped in this world feeling shadowed and caged
Maybe someday life will be okay
Maybe the message gets clearer in waves
Just can't get up and go a steady pace
7 billion on the planet
Always feel alone can't seem to grasp it
Can't sleep, overthink, now it's a daily habit
Wanna wake up feeling fine, maybe I'll do better next time
F*ck my anxiety, so I can just be happy
If stress was a drug I'd be over dosing
Bottle it up it's my way of coping
Hide away, block out the light
In my mind, that's what feels right