I think I jumped the gun
I feel that there's no one here
To squeeze me hold me touch me
I fear there's something creeping
I feel it picking at my skin
It's trying to breathe
Am I scraping your taste off my cheeks?
Am I brushing your hair off my sheets?
And while you're wishing you're here with me,
Am I the only one who's suffocating?
Suffocating?
I know I jumped the gun
I know I'm the only one
Who can deal with this mess
How did I get myself
(into this?)
I know it's right behind me
I know it's breathing down my neck
Should I try to leave, am I ready to leave?
Am I scraping your taste off my cheeks?
Am I brushing your hair off my sheets?
And while you're wishing you're here with me,
Am I the only one who's suffocating?
And I'm laughing crying and screaming and everything in between
And I'm living and dying and waiting and,
All at the same time
Cause I feel like I'll live a million lives,
For as long as I'll dare to call you mine
And I thought that you were once nice