Mick Niche - Broken N Broken Lyrics

I arrive on the scene
F*cked up, n sippin' lean
Doing whatever the f*ck a lean fiend deems
Yea I'm toking and choking
These bitches groping and hoping
I'm doing more tonight than my daily doping and coping
I'm soaking all my problems up with alcohol
Snorting more than lines of Adderall than I will recall
Tryna keep my thoughts still
So I pop another pill
Cuz I'm just trying to chill

Hoe, you know, I'm broke, n broken
So, I go, out every night n get loaded
There's no stopping me
Just gotta wait n see
How tomorrow will be
From fulfilling my prophecy
No time to think
Just drink n drink
Just drink n drink yea

And I was so f*cked up
Mother f*ckers
F*cking with the f*ck up
Yea that's me just shut the f*ck up
Back at it
Like a crack addict
Solving mathematics in a panic
Goin' down like the titanic
Buying lots a shots and drinks
Throw em up in the sink
Back to the bar, so far on par
But I'm heading for the brink
Down to the deep end
While the drink descends
I converse and pretend
I'm not stumbling on my words
Speech sounding so slurred
How you like your drink
Staken not shurred, uhh
Dancing like I've never danced before
A sight you can't ignore
The bitches love it though and they want more
Raising my glass as I dance
Spilling beer
No one cares
Getting f*cked up is my new career
Shotgun a beer
And all the people cheer
No one fears that
Getting f*cked up is my new career

Yea hoe, you know, I'm broke, n broken
So, I go, out every night n get loaded
There's no stopping me
Just gotta wait n see
How tomorrow will be
From fulfilling my prophecy
No time to think
Just drink n drink
Just drink n drink yea

Back thinking about her
But I'm just trying to drown her
Out with the liquor and louder
Music n cigarettes
Regretting not forgetting
Everything upsetting me
Down another shot
Until they stop my spree
When my insides are debris
So carefree
Is what I aim to be
Living In my blackout fantasy
So please
Pour another shot
Pour another drank
Holding more liquid
Than a f*cking fish tank
I don't have shit to do tomorrow except to regret tonight
Being the life of the party can make you wanna die
I don't have shit to do tomorrow except to regret tonight
Being the life of the party can really make you just wanna die

And you know, I'm broke, n broken
So I go out every night
Take too many hits
Drink till I'm lit, leave loaded

When it's done, when I'm sober
I'll feel sick, and run over
When I drink, time moves slower
When I stop, death moves closer
Playing poker with the owner of my hangover
Is nowhere near a good idea
I fear I'll never find the missing link
So I'll drink till I can deal
I'll drink cuz all I know is I don't know how to feel
One day, but not today, I'll take time to heal
Like there's no time to steal
Till then I'll drink like it's my last meal