Mick Niche - Doubt Lyrics

Well I said it before
And Imma say it again
You don't understand me
You don't get the trend
I spend hours on hours
Just perfecting all this shit
While you cower, sour
Whining every minute
So I spit flames
Mother f*cker while you spitting game
You ignore the shame
Cuz you only hungry for attention and fame
You're lame you claim
You do it different you're all the same
So plain with an illiterate name
Yea, I'm acting hard like I'm cement
When really I just started my descent
Like I'm heaven sent
I've spent, hours pretending
That I can do this shit
But can I
But can I

Now I'm back on attack
I rap with the wrath
I'm stuck in the f*ckin'
Muck in the path
I'm moving all this shit
You don't even know
What the f*ck I'm really bringing
So I'm bringing that flow
I said it before
N I'll say it again
You don't get me
So you won't get the blend
You fail when I trend
You break when I bend
So don't pretend
I won't win in the end
You think I'm bashful
I'm irrational
The last outcast
With a dash of asshole
A task to mask
My passionate soul
While I blast my past
Out my favorite hole
There's no time for intros
I been fine, I been low
I design, you free throw
With a free mind
I feel growth, yea
It's harder than it looks
When you're going off the books
Judges looking at me
Call me the crook
When really, I'm just stealing your heart
I made that shit clear from the start
From the start

I can't help but think
What if I, fail
Fold under pressure
Now the people looking up to me
Leave me their lecture
Like I'm just some punk
Discarded and forgotten
While regarded as rotten
By those who picked me like cotton
What if I, pale
In comparison
I can't keep up
So now I'm embarrassing myself
And everyone else who had my back
They just up and leave me where I'm at
If I, set sail
Take off to the top
Every day
Have people asking for my new shit to drop
Will it fill this hole I've created
Or just make another
Leaving me lonely and jaded
So I'll bail
Before it's too late
Before all the fame
And before all the hate
Or maybe I'm just overthinking
The red light is blinking
Stop or go has got me sinking
Indecision slowly shrinking
All my aspirations
So now I'm looking to others
Seeking useless validation
What for
What good will it do me
I don't even know what I'm here for
Sue me

I'm back on the shit
Now make your f*cking wish
You a bitch
Suck a quick dick
Yea ok we get the shtick
Gotta keep up my front
Gotta perform another stunt
Leave you entertained
Or else I'm just another cunt
Tryna climb out of the hole
Get my life in control
Fighting myself
I always push when I pull
But I'm done
Loved this shit when it was fun
But now it's just a chore
Trying to be number one
It's a bore, damn
Where do I go
What's the plan
I don't know who I am
Who really f*cking understands
I guess we all want to be better
And be the go getter
You can live your dream
With some effort
But can I
But can I
But can I